Friday, November 25, 2005
Me is having a freaking bad headache... Dun ask me why... Falling sick i guess... I feel it coming up... Sigh... Had a stupid test today... N the next test in on mon... This sucks man... Sianz... Very sleepy... Sigh... The week past so fast... Time really flies man... Oh yes... Saw Edwin Das/Daz... Dunno how to spell his name... Yup... Saw him in school... Remembered how i used to laugh at him playing soccer in the dark and we can only see his shoes... Haha... The days at the hostel were quite fun... I remembered going to eat roti prata with him and Angie too... Everything seems like just yesterday... But it's been like two years back already... How time really flies and how fast i'm growing old... Man... Gonna be 23 in 2 months' time... Sigh... Just hope my life will turn for the better next year... Hmmm... What else to say? I also dunno... Been feeling very down over the past few days... Dunno y also... Just dat everything that happened over the past three years all suddenly came back... N it all seem so fresh... Actually there is sth else here... Written by Angie.. But dunno why din appear... Weird... Hmmm... Nvrmd... :)
Cheers :)
xo/-
5:36 PM
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
I dunno wat the fuck is my lecturer blabbering about... I tried to listen... Really... I tried... But I really dunno what he is droning on and on about... Bleah... Had trg on Sun n it was bad... Ended up with bruises all over the place... now i look like i got abused... N like that is not enough... When we had physical trg yesterday... I was playing basketball (with a volleyball though) and Angie tried to tackle my ball... N guess what? She stepped on my foot and she fell on top of me and i had to break my fall with my left knee... BIG BRUISE!!! Thanx Angie... She just loves to be all over me... Haha... What i mean is when she plays with me... She is really rough... Like the dog i had long time ago... Haha... She tends to fall all over me... Causing bruises... Wahahahaha... Anyway... Just saw Maryann... She is finally in school... Can u believe we are in the same faculty but we seldom see each other... Even though our fac is so damn small... See how much she skips her lessons? Actually half the time i skip mine lah... So not totally her fault... Tsk tsk... "So this ah... You must mention in your in your in your in your test ah..."Hahahaha... Dat is how much lecturer talks... He takes damn long to fiinsh one sentence... Haha... Ok ok... I noe i'm mean... But it's the only way i can keep myself entertained during his lesson... Oh great... I just remembered i got a test later... And i dun even noe what time and where it is... N i haven studied... Darn... Oops... I just found out it's not today... It's tmr... Hahaha... Thank God... At least got a day to study (but guess i'll end up not studying)... Damn... Angie!!!!!!! Bad gal!!!!! Pon school today... Your mum so cool ah... Let u take MC to pon school and go out with her... I also want... Darn... Oh yes... I was thinking of... Nvrmd... Think i'll tag on your tagboard or something... Dun think u'll read this... You too busy reading OTHER people's blogs... Haha... Yeah... She never read my blog... Some kind of "best friend" right? Hahaha... She very bad one... Always bully me... I'm her butler, maid, secretary, ball picker, nanny, atm machine and everything u can think of lah... Oh yes... I'm her sedan chair too... Always asking me to carry her on my back... Haha... Like baby lidat... 20 years old like 20 months old... Haha... My lecturer had been talking for the last 15 min and the only three words that went into my head are system, solution and problem... Bleah... K lah... very bored... Go find something else to do... Sianz... Shall end here... "Rain outside my window falling down, what now, you're gone, my fault, i'm sorry. Feeling like a fool cos i let u down, now it's too late to turn it around. I'm sorry for the tears i made u cry, I guess this time it really is goodbye, you made it clear when u said I just dun love you no more."I heard it again on my way to school... So damn nice... I love it... Heh... It's stuck in my head now... Tsk tsk...
xo/-
10:56 AM
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
[VERSE 1]For all the years that I've known you baby I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold (didn't you say) If there's a problem we should work it out So why you giving me the cold shoulder now Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl (tell me) Ok I know I was late again I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan But why are you making this drag on so long (i wanna know) I'm sick and tired of this silly games (silly games) Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors That's when you turned and said to me I don't care babe who's right or wrong I just don't love you no more. [CHORUS]Rain outside my window pouring down What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry Feeling like a fool cause I let you down Now it's too late, to turn it around I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry I guess this time it really is goodbye You made it clear when you said I just don't love you no more [VERSE 2]I know that I made a few mistakes But never thought that things would turn out this way Cause I'm missing something now that your gone (I see it all so clearly) Me at the door with you inner state (inner state) Giving my reasons but as you look away I can see a tear roll down your face That's when you turned and said to me I don't care babe who's right or wrong I just don't love you no more. [CHORUS]Rain outside my window pouring down What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry Feeling like a fool cause I let you down Now it's, too late, to turn it around I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry I guess this time it really is goodbye You made it clear when you said I just don't love you no more [BRIDGE]Don't say those words it's so hard They turn my whole world upside down Girl you caught me completely off guard On the night you said to me I just don't love you more. [CHORUS 2X]Rain outside my window pouring down What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry Feeling like a fool cause I let you down Now it's, too late, to turn it around I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry I guess this time it really is goodbye You made it clear when you said I just don't love you no moreReally nice but sad song... The lyrics are just so harsh... Right?
xo/-
10:14 AM
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Feeling really troubled... There's sth I dun wanna do but i dun have a choice... It will make someone upset but there's really nothing I can do bout it... Though I promised her it'll go the way she wants.. But I really cant because now there's no other choice... Sigh... I think she blames me... N I think she's gonna hate me for this... But i just want you to noe... It's not the way I wanted it... If i do have a choice... I wun do it... Anyway... It's not exactly confirmed yet... I promise I'll still do whatever i can k? Sigh... Untitled - Simple PlanI open my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light I can't remember how I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight And I can't stand the pain And I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain Chorus: How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes Got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can't explain what happened And I can't erase the things that I've done No I can't How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes Got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes Got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me
xo/-
8:39 AM
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Sunday, November 13, 2005
Sad... Troubled... Frustrated... Irritated... That's all I'm feeling now... Just wanna say.. I'm sorry baby for all the troubles caused to u the past one week... Hope you are feeling better now... Still waiting for u to get back to me... Sigh...
xo/-
11:20 AM
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
If r=cost of capital (interest rate), CFt = cash flow at time t, then NPV = ???????????????????? This is the stuff i'm learning in class now... What the hell is that??? Can anyone tell me? I'm going crazy... Freaks... I got freaky lecturer teaching freaky module... So damn bored right now... If only maryann was here... Haha... I'll have so much fun crapping with her... N it's so freaking cold in here that my fingers are numb... So numb suck that when i accidentally knock my finger against the table... It felt like it could break if i knocked it harder... Shall stop here... Cant continue typing man... Adios amiegos...
xo/-
12:26 PM
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Wednesday, November 9, 2005
Hey guys... Sigh... As usual... I'm poning school today cos i woke up late... Nah... That's an excuse... I'm just lazy... Went for breakfast with Angie den came to school to slack... Later got physical trg... Haha... I'm gonna die... Haha... LET'S GET PHYSICAL MAN!!!! Hmmmm... Suddenly... I dunno what to write... Cos angie went to close my window and i lost my train of thoughts... Haha... angie says: dont blame other pple when u are the one who dunno how to recover your post, toot. hahahahahahs xp anyway, a bad workman blames his tools. just like a person who is bad in bed blames his equipment. (like you????) hahahahahahas. so, u=bad workman. blame other pple when u are so toot. hahahahahahahahas-roars-okay signing out now. carry on with your toot blogging. hahahahs xpAnyway... The correct proverb is: A bad WORKMAN blames his TOOLS... Go check it out gal... Ok... Now she believes me and she changed it... angie says: i did notttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -pouts-Pout all u want... I will not change anything... Haha... Ok... Shall stop here...Cheers :)
xo/-
11:26 AM
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Monday, November 7, 2005
Argh... Got diarrhea and so i'm not going to school today... Sigh... I had trg on thurs... Was damn fun when the sun was bright and the wind was good... Had great fun sailing man... But came back with sun burn on both my shoulders... Haha... Red like char siew lidat... Den yesterday... No trg but went daown to NSRCC to help out for the race... Den again was sitting in the sun the whole afternoon... I even fell asleep in the sun... Haha... N guess wat? I got even redder... Haha... Becos of the lask of wind... The race was postponed to next week... But unfortunately i cant go down next week... FAMILY DAY!!! Hah... I came upon a sight out at sea which showed me what is the true beauty of life... I saw a group pf dolphins!!! Yes... Dolphins... In the waters of Singapore!!! It was beautiful... Seeing them bobbing in and out of the water... It's something i can see probably only once in my entire lifetime!!! I guess they were passing by Singapore waters while migrating to some other place due to the season change... At that point of time i wished that moment will never end... Cos as i watch the dolphins... I just felt so relaxed... No stress... No troubles... So carefree...Yeah... Den when we were coming back to shore... I swam back when we were appraching the shore... While swimming... My hand touched something soft and wobbly... I had a shock... So i bobbed my head up higher to see wat it was dat i touched... OMG!!! A jelly-fish!!! It was a baby one... Haha... Fortunately i touched only the top of it... I swam with all my might back... LOL... Might have broken my old swimming record man... Haha... After the day was over... A few of us went down to Parkway Parade for dinner... Had KFC... Haha... And we had fun toking cock there... Den my dad came to pick me up and drove me home... So shiok... No need to take bus myself.. Haha... And the best thing of the day... My mum bought me a Fila bag... Haha... I love my team mates!!! I love my family!!! I love the DOLPHINS!!! I hate the JELLY-FISH for causing me distress!!!Cheers
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8:52 AM
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