I Sew Myself Shut!!!

Monday, October 31, 2005

I just looked through Aaron's photo gallery... Btw... Aaron is the photographer with us at the LTC trip... The pics ae aranged in such a way that it is in chronological order... Looking through them gives me the feeling that I am once again going through the 4 days of LTC... Those 4 days were really unforgettable... The things we'd been through... The jokes we shared... The times when we looked out for each other... The hardship we'd been through together... The pain we shared... The friends we made... The moments we experienced... The way everyone took care of everyone... How good friends look after each other... How "buddies" that we've known for less than 24 hours look out for each other... All these moments... We will never experience the exact same thing again... How i wished... Time will fly back and stay at that point of time... Sigh... Unfortunately... This cant be done... And things haven been going well for me after i came back... Feeling really down and depressed now... I just wanna forget everything... Everything that happened... To be exact... I wanna forget everything that happened with a particular person the past one month...

A song...

(I Don't Love You) No More

Aight, aight, don't be yellin yo
Calm down man, can we talk like civilised people?
I can't take this no more

[Craig David]
I don't love you
No More
Come I'll show myself to the door
I don't love you
Cuz I don't love you no more

[Guru]I'm out the door, I can't take it no more
Things have really changed, it's not like before
I mean the vibes between us nowadays are quite shaky
And lately, I ain't been feelin you baby
Somehow you left my interest wander
And now I'm fond of someone else who's diggin me for me

It's what I longed for
About our current arrangement I ain't sure
Cuz I don't think I love you no more
And yo I had a major effect on you I know
But sure you be showin disrespect to me, so I gotta go
You never gonna see it how I do
And I don't like your attitude and I don't like being lied to
I'm not a toy you can't push my buttons
We tried to make it work still we've come up with nothing
So now my patience is thin, the fighting is a bore
And I don't think I love you no more

[Craig David]
I don't love you
No More
Come I'll show myself to the door
I don't love you
Cuz I don't love you no more

Girlfriend I'm walking to the door
Ain't gonna see me no more
All you seem to do is bore..me
Since I came back off tour
See if I can take your ways
I'm walkin away from only bad days
I know there is no easy way
But there's nothing you can say
To change my mind, yeah

[Guru]
I wish I didn't feel this way, wish I was kidding
But another girl has stepped on the scene to put her bid in
I never would have looked in another direction
But you got a strange way of showing love and affection
So I told myself that I deserved better
You only came my way because you heard I had cheddar
And now you seem to me to be so immature
And I don't think I love you no more
And plus I know about that stuff you told your crew when we met
I gotta go somewhere so please let me jet
See you forget about my generous ways and my good heart
You never wanna admit you're wrong, but you should start
Let's put our differences away and end this peacefully
We haven't been getting along at all recently
I've been thinking about this since I came home from tour
And I'm sure, I don't love you no more

[Craig David]
Now I gotta explain that I'm loving and feeding you no more
Everything keeps sticking around since I came back off tour
So tell me why do I have to explain myself baby, ey
Cuz girl you gotta admit that there's nothing more for me to say
Ooh yeay
I don't love you
No MoreCome I'll show myself to the door
I don't love you
Cuz I don't love you no more

xo/- 9:45 PM
Pertie :)

Friday, October 28, 2005

The hols is coming to an end... Sigh... I'm gonna miss all the carefree time... Gona start studying real hard this sem... Though i made it thru last sem cos i bucked up last min... I intend to do better this sem... :)

Me woke up with a throbbing headache today... Yeah.. Got a fever... A bad throat... A blocked nose.. Dunno y also... Sigh... Feel like a fire is burning inside me... Today is Friday.. The tot that school starts in two days' time makes me feel worse... Have to go back to school and see that stupid black face (as in it's literally black)... Haha... Man... Think i'll stop here... My brains are fried... Can't think... But i'm blogging cos someone complain i very long nvr update... Lol... Ok lah... Shall just end here...

Cheers

xo/- 12:25 PM
Pertie :)

Monday, October 24, 2005

Hmmm... Had trg yesterday... It's been so long since i last sailed... Therefore... After sailing yesterday... I woke up with bodyache all over... Actually just more of the back... To make things worse... I slept at 2 plus last night and woke up at 6.30 this morning... Was supposed to go out... But my friend only told me she dun wanna go out this morning at 7... Sigh... So i tried going back to sleep... But i tossed and turned all morning... (Plus the bodyache din make things any better)... Think i fell back asleep at bout ten plus... But keep jerking awake... So here I am... Awake at 12 but feeling groggy... Bleah... What a day... Today got nothing to do... So sian... Think I'll stay at home to watch tv or sth... Tmr... Go for drama outing... Hope Simone is going... Sure miss her a lot man... Hmmm... Aiyah... Next week school reopen le... So sian... I'm so freaking tired... Argh... Bleah... K lah... Shall end here... Go reply my darling's mail... Haha...

xo/- 12:07 PM
Pertie :)

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

On Sunday... We went for trg at Poly Marina... Unfortunately... We met with a very bad storm... The juniors were not able to handle the boats and we had difficulty trying to recover all the boats... We had to tow back one of the boats even... The wind was strong... The waves were huge... The current was even stronger... I can say it was life threatening for those in the water... (I was in the water and I did not have my life jacket on) I din tell my mum that or she would have stopped me from continuing this cca... Our one and only powerboat was flooded to the brim... It could hardly move... To make things worse... Electricity was leaking from the battery... All those in the powerboat experienced mild electric shocks... When we finally got the boats back... Angie and I had to go out on the powerboat again to retrieve the buoys... Both of us do not have powerboat licence and it was a risk... But we knew wat we were doing... So we went out... But who knows... When the powerboat was nearly reaching the buoys... The engine died... The powerboat could not start... Great... We were stranded on the boat in the middle of the sea... Fortunately a boat passed by and we managed to get towed back by that boat... There was a lot of drama on that day... There was also the SP Adventurers who got stranded out in the sea... They nearly lost two of the powerboats and some canoes... Thank goodness all of them came back alive... The Marine Police and PSA were involved in retrieving the boats and people... Even the land police were involved... There were 5 police cars at Poly Marina to pick up the Adventurers... What a day that was...

As for today... I have a friend who got into trouble with the police and she actually wanted me to go with her... Said will call me this morning to confirm... But she din... I guess her parents were making things difficult for her... I'm just worried for her... I hope she will be able to make it thru with at most just a fine... I'm so worried that there's nth i can do about it but sit here and pray and blog... All thanx to her ex that she is in the state she is in today... Her ex actually committed the crime and blamed it on her... Hope the police will be able to get everything straight... And her ex still has the cheek to keep asking her to wait... Besides putting the blame on this friend of mine... Her ex even two-timed her... Giving her all kinda f**ked up reasons... And ask her to wait and that they will be back together when the time is right... What kinda crap is dat right? I just hope her ex will stop bothering her and leave her alone... I pray that all will be alright and that she will make it thru this period...

xo/- 10:47 AM
Pertie :)

Monday, October 10, 2005

Wheee... I'm back from my trip... Relatively tired... Came back with bruises and scratches all over the place... But it's really fun... Tried so many things dat i've never tried before... I dun regret going for this trip... You guys out there should go for it if given a chance... :)

xo/- 10:30 AM
Pertie :)

Monday, October 3, 2005

Me in school now having a stupid pre-trip briefing... Den got break now... So bored... Just had lunch... Me wun be back till fri... Guess you guys gonna miss my absence? Haha...

Was at Raffles Marina yesterday the entire day... Had fun no doubt... But i came back with an injury... My ass hurts... And it is still hurting... Cause was on a keelboat... One of those big sailing boats... I slipped and my ass landed so nicely on something protruding on the boat... Yup... That is it... Now i can't sit... Bleah... I also caught a baby jellyfish... With erm... My cap lah... But had to let it go cos got no proper container to keep it in... Damn cute lah...

And the day before... Was working at RSYC as usual... And I got eaten by barnicles... Ok ok... Not exactly eaten... Just scratched... Got three deep cuts and they were bleeding like... Like... Alright... They were just bleeding alright... Hmmm... I just hope i get back from the trip in one piece... Haha...

Alright... Anything to say to me before i go for the trip? Noe you guys will miss me... Haha... Alright... See ya guys around... Hope you guys will still recognice me when i come back from the trip... :)

xo/- 1:23 PM
Pertie :)

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