I Sew Myself Shut!!!

Friday, March 24, 2006

sigh... my worst fears have come true... they failed me for all my modules... sigh... actually... looking on the bright side it may not be that bad... it's a new start for me... to catch up on all that i missed... it's a good chance for me... instead of having to struggle thru with 3rd year and barely pulling thru... moreover... i dun like to be in that class cos of somebody... yup... shall not put his bloody name down to dirty my blog and i'm sooooo scared he'll sue me... lol...

chinese has a saying...
yi shi zhu cheng qian ku hen, zai hui tou bai nian sheng

it's direct translation is take a step wrong and it'll cos a thousand pains, and when u wanna turn back it'll take a hundred years.

things started to take a dive (especially my result) since the second sem of year one... why? i guess a few pple noe... but not gonna put this down... after this entry... my blog shall contain nth sad... i hope... i'll put down as much happy stuff as i can... i'm just not cut for studying... maybe i'll join u Ash... in the police force... i wanna be with the CID... u? traffic police on a tiny motorbike? lol... kidding...

well... a brand new start... forget bout everything that happened in the past... i hope... take in a whisp of fresh air (sniiiiiiiiif)... lift up my head (which had been down for so long)... and face the future bravely... dun turn back again... cos nothing is gonna change... since whatever i do is not gonna deserve a good return... guess i'll just concentrate on myself now... but friends... it dun mean i'll give up on you guys... i still love u all... the feelings never change... only things have changed... and really if anyone needs help at all... i still help... the difference is i wun be looking out for u guys so much... i wun turn u down if u come to me...

hope u wun forget me cos i wun forget u

xo/- 9:08 AM
Pertie :)

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